dont give up, your future is waiting

I may not have a huge following, but that's ok, because I'm not posting and making videos to have a large following. But there is one reason that I am doing this, and that's for the biggest reason of all. It is to spread a message of hope and to proclaim the gospel.

I've never been in the world much so I don't really know how to talk to the world. But I do know how to talk from my heart. So if the world wants to listen great, if not they can move on. I hope to reach the ones that I can. It's a good thing that there are people who do know how to talk to the world and have a large following because they can reach the people that I can't. We all have a purpose whether it's small or big. I did make this video this morning. Don't Give Up

It is a beautiful morning so I decided to go for a bike ride. It's been another boring morning, but it was nice to get out in the sunshine. I don't care for sunshine much, but it is good for the body. I need to update my bottle of sunscreen. It is nice to know that there are a couple of people at church who are close to my age that appear to look to me as a leader, I'm not sure but that's the impression I get. I have joined their family and so now I have two more sisters. They have watched a couple of my videos and so I really appreciate that. I guess if you look at it from one way - Taylor Swift at her concerts has millions of attendees, well maybe a thousands at one time. So if one person is trying to speak during a concert, no one can hear, because there's too much other noise. So that's how I feel about my posts and videos-I'm this itty bitty little voice trying to spread the message but it's not hard at least to my knowledge. Now I didn't use that example because I like Taylor Swift-I mean her as a person I have no idea because I don't know her, 

I've never met her and I never will, so I cannot give an honest answer how I feel about Taylor Swift herself. But I can't tell you that I don't care for her music because to be honest, I think it's boring. So since I finished my bike ride I am sitting on the bed well, laying on the bed, writing this blog. Some people might say that blogs are going out of style, but I'm not convinced that that is true, because I have listened to an audiobook that announced someone they met through a blog and that book was published recently. Today is May 16th, 2024. It won't be long now that I will be having lunch and then go to work. I was going to record a video this morning, but then I decided I wanted to go in a different direction, so I can't until I write the message. 

It is true though that a lot of people don't have time to read anymore. A lot of people that I share my videos with don't watch them because they don't have time. Everyone has their priorities, and so what they want to watch they make time for. But that is one reason why shorts are becoming so popular, because they're only a minute long until people can watch many, many videos at one time. So I do post a lot of shorts because that has helped me gain a lot of subscribers. As of this time writing this article I am up to 773 subscribers. I am very thankful for my 773 subscribers. As I've said multiple times, this channel is not for me. This channel is not my channel. This channel belongs to God. This blog is not my blog. It is God's blog. I only write what he tells me to write or what it seems like he's telling me to write. 

I am normally a quiet person, I really don't know what to say most of the time, and with my borderline I often fear that I've said something that was not well received. Although I have made great strides. I feel like I've learned more and more about people. I am involved in a somewhat Bible study with people my age. There aren't many of us but I guess that works. But what I do wish is is that we had more interaction in between studies because we only meet the second and fourth Fridays. I'm really looking for a Bible study that's actually a Bible study. I tried for a long time to start an online one but the people involved just don't get it. I've just dissolved the group. I tried to start one through messenger but the people involved just don't get it. This Saturday we will film Phil in his part in the upcoming episode of a Passion for Jesus - the right Jesus. It seems like this series has seriously turned people away. That's the impression I get. 

It's funny because the people who normally don't watch a lot of my videos watch this one, but it was the opposite for the people who do normally watch my videos. So there must be something special about this series. Yes, it is more adventure style and yes I do use my green screen. These are my videos and I'm using my creative juices in them. I'm telling a story and I think it's really cool. If other people don't like it I guess that's okay, because I'm doing what I want to do. I'm starting to realize now why I was always more wanting to work all the time because it's not like I really have people that hang out with. I am thankful that I have feel now because it really does make a difference. I don't know what to do when the time comes for him to go, but I guess we'll have to figure that out when the time comes. I will no doubt get married again. I don't do so well when I'm by myself for a long period of time - well it's really at night that makes a difference. I see the Lighthouse Coffee Bar has a new drink and so I'm going to try that maybe tomorrow. I've already had my allotment of caffeine today. But it does look really good, it's called summertime bliss. It has lemon and blue raspberry in it so I expect it's going to be really good but you never know. Well since it is almost 11:00 a.m. I will let you go and I will go make my lunch. I plan to watch Andy Griffith. I listen to Andy Griffith while I was riding my bike. I am going to have a hot lunch today.