changed one youtube channel into freedom in christ podcast

I've had multiple channels for years for different purposes. There are a couple that I hid and have recently unhid them for the purpose of ministry. I made both of them A Passion for Jesus, but decided that one of them should host my new podcast. I might still post to my regular channel Heart of Tamara, but it will mostly be on the other channel. 

There is a channel I subscribe to called Heart4Art with Zmarie. I can't help thinking she is very upset with me because I changed my YouTube channel to Heart of Tamara. Heart of Tamara goes back years for me. It was a mission I was doing when I was on Second Life. It really testifies to the fact that I've been trying to find a way to do ministry since 2007. I keep trying different things that really fit in with the times. It is also so much easier to type Heart of Tamara because my keyboard will automatically fill it in, with Tamara Chaos, it would never bring up the word chaos.

But you know, ever since I started the series called A Passion for Jesus, many people that used to be involved with me just vanished. It was like they had to leave. They had to vacate. Even when I try to get actors involved, they read the script and flee. I even tried to involve a friend. I wish, if people have any issues, they would say something, but no, they just vanish. So Phil and I will try it ourselves to finish this movie. We have two more scenes and it will be done. I will post the full movie to the YouTube channel A Passion for Jesus. That channel will only have videos that have to do with that. 

So now we're also doing the podcast.

I feel sad about Heart4Art, but only because she's vacated what I thought was a partnership. 

But that's how it is, everyone is too involved in their own lives to be involved in anything else. So, I will be too. My mission is ministry. The ministry I believe will be the most successful is the podcast where no one can see me.